Angel's Thread

[Dr Frook]

I just had a door-to-door salesman tell me I have the most gorgeous eyes he has ever seen and then he asked me for my number...
I told him if he came back when my dad was home I might give it to him.
WHAT?! Why can't I just say no...
I mean...what kind of person sells Pest Control services and asks the potential clients for their number?

sounds like a stalker to me

[Angel]

I need to vent...

I found out last night that my friend who was engaged to Harper's brother, broke off her engagement 2 months ago because he became controlling and told her that once they were married, her parents weren't welcome in their home (that they were going to be buying just around the corner from the Harper's), and that she needed to "cleave unto her husband and leave her parents". His mother has it in her mind that only "Harper material" people are allowed around the Harpers and my friends family and parents weren't welcome!
Not only that, but he controlled every aspect of her life and when she wasn't at work or school, she was at their house with his family...She was expected to spend all her time with them.
NOT ONLY THIS
But I found out that Alan was planning to get engaged too but the girl was smart and saw through his shitty self and his family and turned him down. THAT is why I didn't hear from him or see him for 2 months... He had been telling me, "I'm too young to be getting married, I'm not ready yet" and told me that I was being pushy and scaring him and shit when in reality, he was dating another chick behind my back and was planning to propose to her.
I HATE that family SO MUCH!
All this time I thought it was my fault that we didn't work out. That I was the problem, I made a huge mistake and ruined everything between us, I was too pushy and scared him away... That I wasn't good enough. When all along, he was just a scumbag and his mother...oooo his mother...I wont say it.
But I thought it was my fault and that I wasn't good enough! And it was all HIS MOTHERS FAULT for ruining him! And I had even been considering trying to contact him again, because it's been 9 months since I last spoke to him and told him off and he's never once tried to contact me and I thought maybe if I changed that I would be good enough... But you know what, I'm too good for him. I am a great person! I deserve a mother in law who will love me and a husband who wont try to control my life and take me away from my family!
Thank the Heavens I didn't end up marrying that jerk... That would have ended in a divorce for sure.

[Angel]

Just found out yesterday morning that my uncle died...
He had a stroke 2 days before my birthday (April 21st) and was emitted to the ICU, ended up getting pneumonia, but that went away within a week or so... He had another stroke a week ago which damaged the part of the brain that tells you to wake up or go to sleep and he never woke up... They had him on life support, hoping for the best, but Tuesday night the family decided to unplug the machines and within about 30 seconds he was gone...

There's either no news in my life or nothing but bad news...

[Angel]

I don't like being a grown up...

[Archangel]

I don't like being a grown up...

No one does

[Archangel]

Just found out yesterday morning that my uncle died...
He had a stroke 2 days before my birthday (April 21st) and was emitted to the ICU, ended up getting pneumonia, but that went away within a week or so... He had another stroke a week ago which damaged the part of the brain that tells you to wake up or go to sleep and he never woke up... They had him on life support, hoping for the best, but Tuesday night the family decided to unplug the machines and within about 30 seconds he was gone...

There's either no news in my life or nothing but bad news...

Awwww Angel I'm so sorry!!! ;-; -hugs-

[Archangel]

I just had a door-to-door salesman tell me I have the most gorgeous eyes he has ever seen and then he asked me for my number...
I told him if he came back when my dad was home I might give it to him.
WHAT?! Why can't I just say no...
I mean...what kind of person sells Pest Control services and asks the potential clients for their number?

sounds like a stalker to me

Same Frook lol

[Angel]

I need to have a social life and actually go out and do things with people...
But I don't like putting myself in awkward situations with people I don't know, which makes it hard to meet new people and make friends.
And when I do make friends, they don't stick around... I'm always the odd one out because I'm "weird" and honestly, who wants to put themselves out there and make an effort to make friends just so people can reject them and make them feel dumb?
Just thinking out loud here... well... actually, no, I'm not... none of this is "out loud"... it's just thoughts spewed out through my fingers onto a computer screen for the entire internet to see. That's about as far as my "social life" goes... Unless you count the girls I work with, but the only reason we're friends is because we work together. There are probably only 2 girls I would actually hang out with outside of work, but they're both teenagers...I'm 23...I have NO friends who are my age. Anyway... bye.

[Wasabi]

I need to have a social life and actually go out and do things with people...
But I don't like putting myself in awkward situations with people I don't know, which makes it hard to meet new people and make friends.
And when I do make friends, they don't stick around... I'm always the odd one out because I'm "weird" and honestly, who wants to put themselves out there and make an effort to make friends just so people can reject them and make them feel dumb?
Just thinking out loud here... well... actually, no, I'm not... none of this is "out loud"... it's just thoughts spewed out through my fingers onto a computer screen for the entire internet to see. That's about as far as my "social life" goes... Unless you count the girls I work with, but the only reason we're friends is because we work together. There are probably only 2 girls I would actually hang out with outside of work, but they're both teenagers...I'm 23...I have NO friends who are my age. Anyway... bye.

I envy you. I want that type of social life.

[Father Anderson]

I need to have a social life and actually go out and do things with people...
But I don't like putting myself in awkward situations with people I don't know, which makes it hard to meet new people and make friends.
And when I do make friends, they don't stick around... I'm always the odd one out because I'm "weird" and honestly, who wants to put themselves out there and make an effort to make friends just so people can reject them and make them feel dumb?
Just thinking out loud here... well... actually, no, I'm not... none of this is "out loud"... it's just thoughts spewed out through my fingers onto a computer screen for the entire internet to see. That's about as far as my "social life" goes... Unless you count the girls I work with, but the only reason we're friends is because we work together. There are probably only 2 girls I would actually hang out with outside of work, but they're both teenagers...I'm 23...I have NO friends who are my age. Anyway... bye.

Wouldn't call you weird, moreso misguided.
Bugs me that after all these years you're still having so much trouble. People your age tend to suck for people like yourself. You may be physically 23, but you're almost always gonna have the mindset of a 16 year old, Kate. I mean that in the nicest way possible, though.
You'll eventually find people, it's pretty hard because of your situation though. I found friends, though they're all online.
It sounds superficial, but it'll all work out eventually. Hell, maybe you'll end up in a good relationship. That has yet to happen to me, just got out of a really nasty one for good. The people whom you've befriended here will, and have supported you. That's a lot more than some people have.
If you ever need assistance or something, feel free to ask me.

Regards,
Matt.